Thursday, 30 December 2010
Not that I had many avid followers anyway...but for those of you wondering, and probably guessed..i've had a bit of a break from blogging, an event filled summer away in Spain and now I'm back and a few things have changed in life!
1) I'm single, and this time it is most definately for good..no regrets, my call
2) I have a new career almost in high school teaching - well I'm back studying for one anyway and survived the first placement (eventful)
3) I've got thinner! (my hair is still has not thickened up though, but now brunette!)
4) I'm back into blogging, with some hopefully new shit to blog about!
So let 2011 be a year of laughs love and giggles xxx
Thursday, 8 July 2010
Thursday, 1 July 2010
I did a lot of reading of other blogs as well, and decided that I'm going to do some nice picture inspiration blogs, and found a great website weheartit.com, take a look!
LLB does my head in - and I'm sure I do his, but I figured that if after 4 years and a bit we can still get on with it and be happy, there's no point crying over spilt milk, or horse poo.
Tuesday, 29 June 2010
Unfortunately I recieved an email whilst away from the accounts dept at work notifying that bonuses would be paid in with our July and not our June salary. major bummer. so I thought I may as well go for it on the monday. I felt sick to the stomach all day at bitchfaces reaction, then at 4.15 I knew it was now or never.
Surprisingly enough she cried....and took it all very well....and told me I'd be missed maybe she's glad to get rid of me?!
Oh well I hope I get a nice leaving present!!!
p.s I'm going to see Stevie Wonder tonight with LLB and MEGA excited!!! and hopefully there will be some more interesting posts soon.
Sunday, 13 June 2010
Thursday, 10 June 2010
Having never had to use a solicitor yet in my life for anything, I called my dad for some advice.
Now when horse and I were together, our parents got on really well and his dad ended up doing a lot of legal work for my dad's business, my dad still uses him and I think you can gather where this is going.
The last time I was in that office was A level results day - he had a bucket of champagne on ice waiting for us both :) A bag of nerves I went in then, waiting to open our results in front of him. This time I was a bag of nerves as well....nervous to see him again after so long, and to see the pictures on his wall of all the family.
He didn't really mention horse, and as much as I wanted to ask him everything about what he was up to, if he had a girlfriend, what she was like, I held back. He gave me a big hug as I left. I sat in my car, and cried. I cried because all the time that I was in there talking to him and getting the signatures and stamps, I could see the picture on his desk of horse and I realised that I still really missed him. But why??? why why why after everything that went on and why when I'm happy with LLB?
Since then every night I have been dreaming about him.....and it's really thrown me in my tracks
Sunday, 6 June 2010
Now, if you have read my earlier posts you will have read about horse. My first boyfriend and only other time I'd been in love - my first love really actually. Despite it all ending, and the awkward stages thereafter, I couldnt help but accept his friend request on facebook a while ago and yes, I did set my settings so he could only see the albums I looked decent in and did censor my relationship status from him. However when you live in a smallish town and have a lot of mutual friends, word does get round of each other current status. If there's nothing worse than having friends, male or female, telling yo you're making a mistake with your current love interest, it's probably having your ex telling you this....and being right. Whilst I used to get a kick out of him knowing I was seeing someone else, I was always curious to know if his regular texts were generally out of concern or jealousy, and would always get that lump in the throat when the love intrest would start going skewiff, thinking he was right.
I'd probably say that right now things are going really very well with LLB. It's been ages since our last argument and I do feel quite in love. He even stayed my friend after me getting frightfully drunk at a wedding last night, falling down some stairs, and blaming him for pushing me. Love? He paid for a taxi for us to the other side of london, just so I could visit primrose bakery and couldnt face the tube hungover. Love?
But last week something happened that has really thrown me somewhat and is constantly in the back of my mind...